Elizabeth, I know you think i lied or hid things from you but i honestley didnt i loved you with all my heart no lie and it hurts me so much that were not together still but i have tryied everything i know in my power to let you know that i miss you so much theres a big hole in my heart.i will never ever im my life be able to find nor feel the love in my heart that i recieved from you and felt.i wish i could quit crying and the hurt would go away but if i didnt love you or still love you it wouldnt hurt.sorry i let you down elizabeth,i hope your happy and safe.i miss you and love you always and forever.i have to delete everything that i have so i cant keep texting and sending you messages.take care im so sorry from the bottom of my heart for hurting you.i never used you never.cya beautiful.i love you too much..Rodger